Friday, October 30, 2009

Orientation Day 1

Went for some CME about doctors leaving surgical equipments inside patients and stuff like that...
Went to Forensic department for a briefing.....
Went to Infection Control department.....
Lunch...
Searched for a bed like the one in Vistana (hahahhaha)
Walked around till 2.00 pm
Back to the hospital...
Fell asleep on the sofa at the admin office....*yawn*
Got our posting letters and HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

That's about it...first day as an HO! =).........

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Paper works DONE!

Gosh!!! Today I was multitasking to the MAX. Was rushing here and there, getting this and that signed, photocoppied, filled up, arranged the documents needed by the hospital...renewed my driving license which I DID NOT realize expired on the 19th!!!!...rushed to pick up my friend from Likas Hospital....sent a letter to PTPTN.....the list goes on! Went to the hospital's office and got all the paper works DONE by 5 o'clock. =) *Proud of myself at this point hahhahahha
By the time I reached home, I was left with no more energy...dragged myself to shower, unpacked my bags (actually it was more like throwing all my stuff into the cupboard) AND FELL ASLEEP as soon as I put my head on the pillow....*in heaven*........

"AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH......." <---That would be the sound of my ringtone! Juni called to tell me that she's in CP but just realized that she forgot her wallet which means I, the SLEEPY ME, had to go to the rescue!! *doing the superman pose* hhahhahahha... Guess what..in the midst of my sleepiness, I feel asleep right after the call (I know I know..EVIL huh??!) and I left Juni waiting in CP for about an hour!!! I felt so bad actually when I thought bout it in the taxi, I mean what kind of a friend leaves her friend waiting for an hour!!! My bad MY BAD! =)

Anyways, that's about it for today. Should be sleeping now, tomorrow is "The Day" hehhehehehe actually ever since I'm here, everyday seems like "The Day", gave me the shivers...but when it's over, I realized..."Ehhh..today wasn't so bad" =) The suspense continues........*jeng jeng jeng*

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

One...two...here we go!!!

The day I'd be going to report duty! hahahhahha so I say, but I still find myself fixed in front of my laptop..hehheheh

Arrived last night with a mixture of feelings....happy to be where i wanted, miss the people I had to leave behind, nervous with what lays ahead, etc etc. And you know what I realized? Coming here for a holiday gives you a TOTALLY different feeling compared to when you know you'd be stuck here for quite sometime! All of a sudden I'm missing everything else i used to have where i used to be....*sniff sniff*

Anyways, I better get my lazy ass off the bed now and get ready. Its gonna be a long day ahead...HOPEFULLY NOT! hahahahhahaha

P/S- something is bugging my mind but I'm trying to push it aside for now, let's see how long I'm capable of doing that coz history showed, I'm not so good at hiding my feelings, always love to deal with things right there and then!

Monday, October 26, 2009

ArrrGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a while since I last wrote, since I got back from induction I've been pretty busy with preparation. Tomorrow is my flight....urghh..! And on top of everything, kinda have a mental block hahhahahha really don't know what to write...hopefully, soon when I start working, the ideas will be flooding =)

Anyways my mind is quite occupied with.....


I MISS THE BED IN VISTANA HOTEL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Dinner Time!!!

It's DINNER TIME but I'm lazy to go down and eat. The one and a half hour countdown to the next lecture begins now. Me and my roomate are in the room, busy with our laptops hahhahaha we're too lazy to move our asses coz the bed is just soooo so so so soft! =)

Anyways, sitting here with nothing to do, I remembered someone telling me recently "Almost everybody cant stand dgn perangai u,u tau tak?" hahhaahha it made me laugh so hard my stomach was hurting.

Reasons why I was laughing:

1. Cause if the person was thinking I'd be surprise with such statement, then definitely it was a mistake coz I KNOW hahahha and I'm fine with it =) Like HellOOoo, I'm 26, I have a lot of other bigger BETTER things in life to worry about than obssessing on things like do people like me or not, who likes me who don't.

2. The person who said it don't realize I can't stand her perangai as well for so long already so it was 'very the funny' when i read it.

3. We all know that no matter how hard you try to be nice to people, there will always be somebody who don't like you. Even when you don't try, some will still hate you! So, why care? I'm sure even you've experienced it before, you find yourself hating or disliking someone you hardly know. Why should I be an exception??? =) ....and why should I expect others to be any different?

4. I don't know bout the person who said it, or you guys out there, but I find it relieving that people don't like me coz that way they won't come and bug me. Less friends less problem I always say! hahhaa by the way I'm quite choosy when it comes to having close friends, I choose the people I wanna be close with, not that I go out and search for trouble with the rest (unless at some point of your life, u disturbed me in ANY WAY at all!). <---this is the only reason I will say something hurtful to you, so if you had this from me, think way back, Im sure somewhere along the line, you've ticked me off once. Btw a little bonus info: I don't forget easily.

5. I'm the kind who will NOT go around pleasing people who means nothing to me. So, basicly if you find yourself hating me, most probably that's because I hate you as well and I don't find the need to be nice to you =) so live with it ok?

6. Unlike some people, I don't need everyone to like me. I don't go pretending I'm ok with things just because that's what people wanna hear. I'd rather live my life my way, do whatever I want. I say whatever crosses my mind but at least I'm truthful, so if you can't handle the truth, it's none of my business.

7. If people can't stand me that's obviously because you can't handle my ways, and I really really have not the time to change myself for your pleasure hehehhehe so save me the trouble people, get away from me. And also to those who hardly know me but hate me for reasons only they know, THANKS coz you saved me the time of 'befriending' you and finding out you suck anyway =)

Last but not least, a msg for people out there who can't stand me. "You are most welcome to ignore me, hehhehe and do me a small favor PLEASE NEVER pretend that you like me, OK??? HATE ME AND SEE IF I CARE! =)"

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Feels like there's no time even to breath!!!

See up there?? THAT'S exactly how it feels like when you sign up for induction. When you first arrive, you'll be wondering what are we gonna do?? Where do we get the timetable? Are we gonna have time to go out and chill?

*Followed the stream of people towards a room cluelessly hoping they will somehow lead you to the place you should be...and.........*

YES! There it is... "Letak borang ni kat sini", "Dah dapat beg?", "Nama dah check? Check and kalau salah betulkan ejaan dan tandatangan." This and that (at this point you'll still be smiling wanting to be friendly and who knows, a cute guy might just notice u smiling sweetly..hahahha)....and scanning through the timetable you notice that Introductory Lecture begins at 4.30 p.m. or so. Then, up the elevator, to your designated rooms, you happily laze around d room enjoying it, wondering...thinking....hmmmm....nice...~!

4.30 p.m. in Pangkor meeting room - Beginning with hello and I'm this and I'll be talking bout..bla bla bla (still back straight)..bla bla you should bla bla...(slowly slouching your back)...we in kementerian bla bla bla (trying your best to act interested)...and bla bla bla (FIGHTING with all that you have not to fall asleep!)...bla bla bla *ZzzZzzzzz*...

All these lectures, speeches n talks from various people with a short intermission of breakfast, tea, etc..it goes on and on and ON AND ON....from 8.00 am till 10.30 p.m. It sucks out all, I repeat, ALL of your energy that by the time you're allowed to get back to the room, you're practically crawling towards your door!!

"ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh" Another THREE days of that!!!!! HELP!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Dreams do come true

I got the posting I wanted!!! Lalallalalal Alhamdulillah............. =)

What a BUGGER!

Can you just believe my luck??????????!!!!!

The guy I said I REALLY don't wanna see, or talk to, or even be in the same room with....GUESS WHAT??? We're in the same group for induction!!!! *screaming on top of my lungs mutely

-NO FURTHER COMMENTS-

Reporting from Vistana KL

So far so good! That much I'd say. =)
Room-checked!
Internet connection-checked!
O.K. my life is good for the next 5 days ;) H E A V E N hehehhehhe

And things were getting better although at first, while talking to my roomate, she mentioned a name of someone I really REALLY don't wanna have to sit in a room with (urrghhhh!!!) who happens to be in the same induction programme, but well it's not life without mishaps! ahhahaha Anyways, putting that aside, I've met some friends from my former uni in Ukraine, in fact friends I'm close to, which is GRRRREAT! Hopefully they'll make 5 days of torture bearable...and I do hope to meet some new friends, I'd accept with open arms even if they are a little crazy...hehehhehe

First activity: Taklimat kursus at 5.30 pm *yawn......*

Hoping to catch a lil nap...hmmm...but chances are pretty slim from the look of it, coz i only have approximately 15 minutes before time to exit my little heaven *wink wink*

*Lazily dragging myself off the cozy...undeniably soft...mind relaxing...body caressing helluva bed!

Monday, October 19, 2009

PrOvEn!

Hello peeps!

I'm back from hours of crapping, FUN crapping I must say...AAAAND nobody and nothing got hurt in the process! As predicted: a glass of teh tarik for him and milo ais for me, PURE fun! NO gossiping, NO bullshitting, all went home with smiles on faces, not even an inch of anger and.......THAT's WHAT I CALL CHILLIN' WITH A GUY/GUYS!!! =) ;) :)

Signing off for today..till then! hahhahhahahha

T.I.R.E.D!!!

All I can remember doing today was trying not to fall asleep...
  • I was doing that while driving,
  • while waiting for my mum to finish her medical check-up,
  • while standing,
  • while drinking
  • while eating
  • while doing absolutely anything and everything!

EVEN talking!!!!!!!!!!! <----THIS is what I get for not sleeping at all last night (serves me right! ahahhh... =)

Arghhh what a TIRING day....got home to a MESS about girlfriends and their bullshits! hahahhahha (sometimes i surprise myself at how I can still laugh ;) ....

Over the years I just got fed up of these girlfriends thingy...not that I don't cherish them, I do..REALLY, but ONLY THOSE WORTH CHERISHING! I mean we girls do need our quality time with the girls, DEFINITELY! And girls are cool...ops wait! SCRATH THAT last part... GUYS ARE COOL AND THE COOLEST to hang out with if all i feel like doing is to have pure chillax time! They crap and crap and laugh and pull mean jokes on each other but at the end of the day, NO offence taken, NO hard feelings....and nothing beats the coolness of THAT! hehehhe *makes crazy eyes to indicate coolness beyond belief) And OFF I GO to chill with one of my cool friend, Mr. Fak....with a glass of teh tarik for him and milo ais for me....! =) *Gets up and reaches for the car keys*

P/S- I'd be damn if some GURL as much as say a word to tick me off later...-NOT IN THE MOOD-

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Testing...TESTING 1 2 3....

Ehem ehem..*clearing throat*....it's always so hard to start something new....Aaarghhh!!! So, as you can guess I'm having a hard time right now....*tapping my fingers rhythmically on the table while i crack my head for ideas*

Okay..I think I'll begin with why I decided to start blogging! Let's just say, there's this someone who asked me a very simple question, "Are you a blogger??"(not the exact words but something like that)...hahhaa a short question with a long-term effect! It wasnt really the question..I THINK, it was the matter of who asked the question! Not to please that particular person, but it made me think, 'WHY NOT?' ...... Tarrraaaaa~ Here I am...T.R.Y.I.N.G to be a blogger! So EXCUSE ME *doing the whole hand gesture head swaying thingy to go with that*! .....IF and WHEN i tend to bore you with absolutely excruciatingly boring posts..but then again....I'm basicly here to entertain myself! hehhehhe

Hmm...ORRRRR maybe I just feel like doing something new for a change to go along with the new chapter of my life...a new beginning! ....*jeng jeng jeng* I'll soon, VERY SOON start working *sniff sniff sob sob* amazing how it sounds more glamour than how it makes you feel!!!



So, the WHY has been answered (vaguely! hahahha) now comes the WHAT! What it will be about??? No plans, Im just gonna go with the flow!Maybe I'll write about me, about you, bout him, her, them or IT! If you see a blog with vulgar words and lots of F.U.C.K then obviously i'm in an angry mode (which is when i usually feel like writing), when you see me praising n thanking a lot of people (most prolly I'll try to mention EVERYONE), then that would mean i'm in a loving mode...hmm u get the picture right???

-WARNING: there's a possibility I won't be writing at all after this entry ahhahha and that means I just don't have the time or couldn't be bothered or have nothing to say OR have too much to say that I just can't put them into sentences that make sense-



Questions: WHERE? WHEN? WHO? HOW? ; Answers: Depends.... =)



Till then....signing off with sleepy eyes....ZzzZzzzzZz